I've had Nicodemus as a feline companion for about eleven and a half years. He's slightly over 12 years of age. He's been having a problem with his urinary tract, or something related to it, for quite some time. Things being as they are, I did not and do not have the funds to have him checked out properly, nor do I have the funds for future medication and such. A couple of close friends (one has had a cat in similar straits and she died painfully; the other works at an animal hospital....to which all three of my animals are patients) feel that my best option would be to put him to sleep.

Wow....typing that did not seem all that bad; however, I've been crying all afternoon since I made the appointment at my girlfriend's animial hospital. I'm going to miss the teetotal shit out of him. He's been a steadfast friend for over 11 years. He's been with me through all kinds of shit: me being abused, countless moves, all three children, and now the dissolution of my marriage. You can't buy that kind of love, loyalty, steadfastedness and friendship. Granted, I have that in friends, as well....I realize that, but this is not about my human friends (though I love you all) this is about a much beloved friend to whom I must say good bye. There....now the damn tears have fricking started up again. Hah!

So, to those of you who understand what I must be going through...please leave a few kind words....He and I, both, will be ever so grateful and appreciative. Hugs and kisses to you all and face rubs to all you felines out there. To the kitties and cats in heaven....open your gates, a world weary and well traveled warrior is coming home....